Shifts of Interest

When I started writing this blog, I was obsessed with writing comedy, and was subtly angry/dissatisfied about everything in my life. I was in a loll with the ladies, and made sex something that I didn't "need" because I didn't feel capable or equipped in dating. 

I felt like talking about sex was hacky, and easy, and was not truly in integrity with being funny. So I didn't really do it, 'twas more my excuse for not being able to get laid. 

So I obsessed and focused on writing, learning about comedy, performing when I could, and watching lots of movies and TV. I started writing about comedians I liked and things I was dissatisfied about in life on here. 

Then I discovered Landmark shortly after in January of 2016, I shifted to writing about self helpy type of things, and ways to make myself feel better by taking action in my life. I became more positive, and discovered a lot more love for people.  

One thing that I did recently, that stems from this education is make phone calls to  acknowledge people. It seems weird and some fear and hesitation comes up, but I always feel better after having called someone and told them something I admire about them, or just say "I acknowledge you for being my friend." People really appreciate it and get value out of hearing that from you. It doesn't have to be "for" anything, other than you want to make them and yourself feel good.

In the last three years or so, I talked about comedy, self helpy things, and in the last year and a half I have been very focused on researching dating, masculinity and femininity, etcetera. My former self is calling me a hack, although I am still doing and in pursuit of creating things, it has merged with sexuality.  

Part of me wants to ease up on the sexual stuff, but I find it very interesting. Also having gone through a painful breakup about eight months ago. I'm taking a lot preventative medicine and action in this research and field studying. 

I just finished another audio book "The Rational Male" by Rollo Tomassi. Via a recommendation from a guy I've been watching on YouTube, Richard Cooper. It was a game changing book on being red pill aware, and it breaks down men, women, alpha and beta males, and dating in a lot of detail, and if anyone is interested you should definitely check him out. 

It gives a lot of psychological and biological evidence that breaks down the social and cultural conditions that we currently live in.

That's it, I hope you all enjoyed yourselves.